Did any of you watch the CrossFit Games this past week!?
In-freaking-sane. I was on the edge of my seat eating kettle corn watching these superhumans do the impossible.
In other news…
Three of my high school dance company friends got together for a reunion at Bareburger. It had been forever since I’d seen Pam and Charli (I saw Susie not too long ago in the city), and it was so fun catching up with these girls! We’re all talking about our jobs and intense research projects these days. TOO MUCH (quasi-)ADULTING.
what radiant women
As Charli said, we came with our eager stomachs for some kickass burgers. Pam also spotted these incredible brussels sprouts on the menu that we shared. Get this: brussels sprouts with sriracha, blue cheese, pork belly, and butternut squash.
Whoever thought of this combo is out of his/her mind, yet so brilliant. For my burger, I got the El Matador: bison burger, queso fresco, pickled jalapeños, guac, pico de gallo, and green leaf lettuce on a sprout bun.
it looks like a guacamole sandwich tower at first sight, which is very pleasing
Warning: the rest of this is going to be very first world problem.
When my family went out for our Groupon dinner (that was postponed last week) at North Street Tavern after Mass, I was not hungry at all. Lunch at Bareburger was fatty and filling, but it was also pretty late (we finished at around 3:30).
I could have eaten a salad at Bareburger, but I didn’t want to be “that person” to order salad at a burger place, especially while dining with good friends. Not that they would have judged me, but I knew that we chose this reunion to be at Bareburger for a reason (read: dang delicious burgers).
I also really wanted a burger because I had just worked out and I wanted hearty foooooood.
If I’m honest, I was almost…disappointed that I was so full by the time dinner rolled around. We were about to eat at this fancy restaurant, and I had zero desire for any food. This would have stressed me out to NO END a couple years ago.
“Why did I eat so much at lunch? I will definitely only have a salad now. Maybe I just shouldn’t eat at all. Should I just try to stuff all this food?”
crab cakes with mango salsa for the table to share ➔ 1/2 a cake for each person
But as intro anatomy taught me, rest and digest is the way to go. It’s easier said than done for some of us (trust me), but there’s no need to stress over food. In my recovery, there was a weird phase where I unsure whether I was stuffed because I actually overate or because I just needed to adjust to this new amount of food that I should be eating. This made me hyper-attentive to my stomach at all times, and I would stress about having to eat a certain amount for each meal, even if I wasn’t that hungry.
tuna tartare ➔ mom shared a bite with me
Sometimes that anxiety still creeps up on me, even though I’m certain that I’m eating a healthy amount overall. Or maybe it’s just anxiety that I need to eat all this good food while it’s in front of me. Either way, I’ve learned to CHILL.
mom’s fave: sweet potato fries ➔ I had a few of these
If I’m not hungry at all, no one is forcing me to eat. Don’t eat. If I have a few bites of food— because, hey, I’m at a nice restaurant with my family— that’s still okay. God gave us food to live and to enjoy, but He definitely did not give it to us to stress over it.
If you’ve struggled with food in any way, you know that it’s hard to naturally accept those thoughts “like a normal person”, but I can attest that it is possible to work through it.
Luckily for me, the rest of the family didn’t have nearly as much food as I did during the day, so they were ready for this meal.
my wood-fired personal pizza with roasted red peppers, mushrooms, ricotta, and basil ➔ 2 slices of this
As I relaxed into the meal more, I found that my appetite started to appear (it had been ~4 hours since I finished at Bareburger by then).
a bite or two of Ben’s lobster mac and cheese
I knew to save room for dessert, don’t you worry. This I finished all by myself.
A few disclaimers:
- We ordered so much food because the Groupon was worth a LOT.
- Hooray for leftovers.
- We are humbly grateful to have so much delicious food available to us.
- We also don’t usually eat out every weekend, but I dunno, I guess we have Groupons to use.
Other eats at home have involved peanut butter and banana (but I didn’t need to say that).
overnight oat smoothie with blueberries added in
whole wheat banana pancakes for Sunday morning breakfast
topped with Greek yogurt, nut butter, and blueberries
I also taught Ben how to make and eat avocado egg toast. It is truly an art and a skill. Let me know if you want a tutorial.
I’d say the young lad needs a bit more practice, but not bad for a rookie.
Hope you all have an awesome Monday! Rest and digest.
So tell me:
Thoughts on this first world problem of mine.
What was your Sunday morning breakfast?
Did you watch the CrossFit Games?
What are you thankful for today? Well, if I do indeed wake up after I go to sleep tonight (typing this Sunday night), then I’m thankful for another day of life and for the opportunity to go a job that I find enjoyable and fulfilling.