Merry Christmas!!! Happy New Year!!! I am so late in posting this!!!
I hope you all have had a joyful and peaceful Christmas, New Year, and holiday season. I am very grateful for all the blessings that God has brought about this semester and this Christmas, as He always does.
Second year of PT school is off to a fine start! This past semester was lighter in terms of work load, and that might be a reason why I enjoyed it more than others, but was also very genuinely interested in our first neurological systems course, especially since we had the privilege of working with patients every week who had actually had a stroke in their past.
Of course, Christmas was a joyous and heartwarming celebration of our Savior’s birth! I spent lots of quality time with Madre, Pop, Ben, and Ben’s girlfriend, as well as my aunt, uncle, cousins, and John! We’ve been eating so. much. of Madre’s killer food. My arteries need a break from all of her delicious meats and all of the buttery Christmas cookies (still), but I am not that mad about the cause of the predicament.
Here’s a hodgepodge of snapshots from the latter half of the semester + Christmas! Blessed times, man. And selfies forever.
On Christmas Eve, I meditated on His name “Emmanuel,” meaning “God with us,” and felt much gratitude for Our Creator becoming so close to us, becoming LIKE us in humanity, to be with us through every emotion and trial in this here earthly life. What Love.
Last Saturday, we drove down to Florida to stay at my parents’ vacation home for the week, and it’s been a lovely, relaxing time in this balmy Southern climate! One highlight was visiting the NASA Kennedy Space Center, which made me both awe-inspired and terrified of outer space. I wonder how people can get rockets to the moon while I can hardly get myself out of bed in the morning. Other highlights have included lots more food, my friend’s cat dressed in a sushi costume, learning how to play Settlers of Catan, and being able to walk in the Florida sunshine. My mother also gifted me a new iPhone X, so pic quality has improved!
Another collage to display the Florida fun:
So…last year. This year. New Year. That kind of ~soft~ stuff.
There truly was never a dull moment in 2018. It was one of the most emotionally difficult years of my life. If I could guess the number of days that I cried (for better or for worse) in 2018, I’d estimate 300/365 days of the year. I’ve cried and seen others cry enough this year that at one point, a drop of water rolling down the side of my WATER BOTTLE provoked sadness in me because of its mimicry of a tear rolling down someone’s cheek. HAHAHA #melodramatic.
But you bet your bottom dollar those tears came with a lot of growth. I learned…
…how to communicate better, in a way that is both loving and straightforward/sometimes brutally honest.
…how to better make decisions for myself.
…to allow myself to be uncomfortable and to not push away the feelings of loneliness or brokenheartedness, no matter how major or minor those feelings are, because the Lord makes Himself KNOWN in those feelings.
…to care a little less about what other people think.
…to be very comfortable in my own body through its ups and downs, ins and outs, gains and losses.
…God works legit miracles in my own life and the lives of my loved ones.
…a heck of a lot about physical therapy.
…the beauty of a man and a woman laying down their lives for one another in marriage (@Rachel and Austin).
…gratitude truly is the will of the God (1 Thessalonians 5:18), and it always brings a lot of light and clarity to life.
Although some of the non-dull moments of 2018 were quite difficult and painful, there were many moments that made my heart SOAR with joy. Instagram has some evidence of the latter:
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that time Lauren and I rocked our hearts out in a lip synching competition + I sang summer nights with a stranger man at Disney 🤷🏻♀️ @deadleafgirl #bestkindofmovesandgrooves #adele #brunomars #backstreetboys #grease #noticeourtalent 🎥: @yeungvictoria500 thanks for capturing these moments mama
In 2019, I’d like there to be “never a dull moment” as well. Even in the monotony of work and life, it’s impossible for there to be a dull moment when there is so much that can be extracted from the moment — so many things for which to be grateful, so many ways to remain in His humble and simple love.
Hopefully the non-dull moments are more joyful than not, but whatever the weather, I am HERE FOR IT. Because God is good all the time.
Have a fabulous weekend! We are hittin’ the road back to NY already tomorrow!
So tell me:
What were some of the never-dull moments of 2018 for you?
What did you do for Christmas/the holidays/New Year?
What are you excited for in 2019?